Sunday, January 24, 2010

Personal Account

'Class,you need to be finish this test paper before the bell ring,so please get ready for the test'.Miss Lee,our science teacher said in a serious tone.The class was as silence as a grave after the paper has distributed and everyone of us were engross in our test paper,trying to do it as fast as we can before the bell ring.
I tried very hard to complete the question on the paper,but my mind tells me i cannot make it because i didn't take the responsibility to study the day before,so i was began to panic as the time started to seep away without warning.Suddenly,the word 'cheating' comes to my mind.I was hesitating if it really works on me but the angel of my head said,''no,it is not going to help you,indeed,it will lead you into troubles!''and the devil said,''come on!you are going to do this to save yourself from getting a zero.Now,slowly take out your text book and search for the answer!''The devil bewildered me and i slowly shift my book out under the desk and put it on to my leg.In fact,copying the answer to the test paper was quite satisfied than thinking so hard when my mind was totally blank.
However,the satisfactory was not last long.A sudden feeling comes to me and i turned around,Miss Lee glared at me with the eyes on fire and grabbed my hidden text book with all her strength.''see me after the lesson and don't you dare to do it again!''She yelled at me at the top of her voice and her words were like a thunderbolt out of a clear blue sky.I stared at her dumbfounded.Suddenly,i felt naked and ghastly and vulnerable in front of the whole class.Finally the bell ring,the lesson has ended and is time for me to face the reality.I chench my fist and bit my lower lip and forced myself pretended nothing happened before i walk into Miss Lee's office.
She looked at me with a merciless expression,wanting me to tell her the truth and i tried to shift my eyes from meeting hers.''Come in''she said seriously.I approached her gingerly and trembling with terror.She took out her phone and asking my father's number.I begged her desperately,trying to get a chance from her when i know that what i have done.Tears begins to streaked down my cheeks,my nose and eyes were drenched and I wiped them with the back of my sleeve.''i am so sorry for what i have done and please give me a chance to turn into a new leaf again.I promise you i will never do that again!''tears strangling my voice when i said to her.
Lastly,with my sincere of apologised,she accepted and had given me one more chance to correct for the mistake that i had been done.This incident really brought me a lesson that i would not do anything to embarrass myself again.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Personal Aspirations & Target Setting In 2010

In 2010,secondary two is a challenge to me that i need to learn more things than in secondary one and,i feel like this year i am gonna have breakthrough in my study.Talking about my personal aspiration in this year,i think there's nothing i need to really wanted for because in the past few years,i use to be begging my parent for the unnecessary stuffs and this kind of habit is really very bad so i decide to change my personality of being a materialistic person but look forwards to a character that have a positive mind set and speak positively,because speaking negativity cancel out the possibility in our life.Also,leads me to the right ways of thinking because a thinking can effect your decision on things.This year,i am not going to beg my parents for things but if i really want to have it,i will use my result to get all this rewards from them,made them really proud of me.However,about the target setting in this year,not only aiming for the position of 4 in the class position at the end of years but to read more books and search more information about being how to promote into secondary three express is my targets too!so,in 2010,let me really work for it in order to achieve what i want.